three hardcore hours of math is bound

to make anyone go crazy .

i'm mentally exhausted.

don't know if i can continue like this.

anyways.

decided to do a quiz!

Jennifer

Your relationship with him/her is
Jiemeizx (inside ahlian joke)

5 impressions you have of him/her
Airhead! Haha kidding, the best Jiemeizx ever (: , funny, crazy, great to laugh at and she's an awesome friend.

The most memorable thing he/she has done for you

The little things are the ones that count right?

The most memorable words he/she has said to you

Fuck you lah.

If he/she becomes your lover, you will

Teach her not to be so air-head-ish but I will still lubzx her loads.

If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be

Her air-headness and also her bad habit of dreaming about things like there's no school the next day or whatever.

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Uh, treat her like one?

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be

No ideaaaaa.

The most desirable thing you want to do for to him/her now is

Something I do not want anyone to know -winkwink

Your overall impression of him/her is

great

How you think people around you will feel about you

Ask them

The characteristic you love about yourself is

I am humble (HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA oh the irony)

The characteristic you hate about yourself is.

Laziness.

The most ideal person you want to be is

Brian (no I'm kidding)

For people that care and like you, say something to them

Lick my backside (again, I am kidding) Thank you lovelies!

1. Clare

2. Zachary
3. Brian
4. Natalli
5. Benjamin
6. Kai
7. Jerome
8. Jessica
9. Gabby
10. Nick

Who is no.6 having a relationship with?

(Kai)
Not in a relationship

Is no.9 a male or female?

(Gabby)
Female (although she greatly resembles Michael Jackson)

(Jerome & Nick)
I guess so? Cause both their girlfrs don’t want them anymore.

What is no.2 studying?

(Zachary)
The art of farting silently.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

(Brian)
Like 20 minutes ago.

(Jessica)
Hip-hop, yo

Does no.1 has any siblings?

(Clare)
Hell, yeah. Two sisters and an extremely freaky older brother who barks and makes bird noises.

Will you woo no.3?

(Brian)
He has to stop gaying around first. And anyways, he’s been my bestfr since we were like tiny. So it would be weird if we were together.

How about no.7?

(Jerome)
Noooo!

Is no.4 single?

No ): she is dating a gdhalhdagfghjd hot NUM model.

What's the surname of no.5?

(Benjamin)
Chia!

Making me feel super fugly, no not really.
She likes to go to the beach.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

(Benjamin & Gabby)
They know each other but they're not close.

Where is no.2 studying at?

(Zachary)
School For The Farting Retards

Say something casual about no.1 -

(Clare)
Weirdest bestfr one can have

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

(Jessica)
Yes, but she rejected me because she said my smile was weird.

Where does no.9 live?

(Gabby)
Never-never Land

What colour does no.4 like?

(Natalli)
Red

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

(Benjamin & Clare)
Nopes, but they are relatively good friends.

Does no.7 like no.2?

(Jerome & Zachary)
Gee, that's impossible. Zach's farts are really a major turn off, even for someone like Jerome.

How did you get to know no.2?

(Zachary)
Ascension

(Clare)
A dog called Bonjo who likes to hump my leg.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

(Jerome)
He likes to think so.

Dig This Shit, Haters

late night walks

what i wrote to motivate myself

got the english papers 1 & 2 done with ,

so it's just like,

3562219 papers more to go!

yayyyyyyy (:

hokay ,

studied with Jenn at macs.

or rather,

attempted to study .

whatever,

we needed to relax anyway.

then at 3 ben came along,

and burst my bubbles.

like literally.

you can buy these bubble thingys for

just 60 cents (one whole packet)!

fun much.

hokay deprived childhood .

everyone seems to be amused by my

"good looking guy" post .

haha,

gee i wonder why .

anyways!

audrey has been mugging , like crazy.

it's unreal ,

my little brain cannot take so much stress.

D:

it's okay audrey!

two weekends and it'll be all over .

you can do ittttt,

studying is fun!

UPSIDE DOWN & INSIDE OUT

how many kids out there hate their moms?
i know i do, sometimes.
but deep down , i know i love her.
and i always will .
we might fight and scream at each other really often,
but we'll patch up in a matter of days.
seeing her cry and worry,
makes me feel really disappointed with myself.
i've always been her little princess.
i remember back in hong kong,
when i was about 5 ,
i was all dressed up in my fairy princess costume for Halloween.
i stood before the mirror and said to myself ,
“i wish i had a sister”
apparently ,
my mom overheard me and she cried all night .
i’m her one and only baby girl.
i so badly wanna prove to her that i can be a good girl,
get good grades,
be more responsible,
and of course show her that i love her.
since i was little,
my mom brought me up without the help of my dad .
she always gave me whatever i wanted.
the latest toys,
the prettiest dress,
the best crayons.
she gave me the best,
and nothing less.
i'm going to grow up,
get a good job,
get a nice big house and a nice big car for my mom.
i'm gonna give her what she gave me,
the best .
I Love You Mom .

PICKCHAS FROM YESTERDAY'S AFTERNOON STUDY .

this is what Jenn and i wrote,

and we faced it towards the teacher .

my internet connection is so screwed .

anyways,

went for afternoon study with the crazy bitches.

haha it was boring/fun .

but i don't think i wanna go again next week

):

blah,

the exams are coming so soon .
i'm stressing out to the point that

i think i am going to break out in fugly pimples !

seeing as i have never had three pimples at once before,
it is quite a scary thought.

i need a miracle to pass my math and science .

okay maybe not a miracle,

but i just need to work ultra x 432565608-ly hard .

mug hard fellow students

D:

mommy,

i want a new digi/polaroid camera .

and i also wanna fly to Bangkok/Genting

with the crazy bitches Jiemeizx and Clare after the exams .

pretty pleeeeease .

i'll be a real good girl!

(will get a picture soon to show you what it's like)

met up with Kyrie on saturday!

havent seen her since last year's Ak christmas bash .

rah,

so we just hung about and after that she walked me to

the mrt station cause i'm a transport idiot , remember?

anyways,

saturday and sunday were good days.

got loads of free stuff.

a bag and shades from mango,

havianas (from Ian),

a "new" phone (also from Ian),

bag from Natalli .

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yesterday's recess was fun .

pubic face stared at jen, clare and i so

we decided to be nice to her since

her life sucks so badly .

i swear you totally should check out her blog,

you'd laugh your balls off fo' sure.

post 1: my life suuuucks

post 2: life sucks, its not worth living

post 3: my life sucks!!!!!

maybe its cause her hair's texture's like pubic hair,

i mean,

if i had hair like hers,

i would rebond my hair like ten times.

plus,

i heard she tried to be a model,

but got rejected.

rah,

whatever .

have a happy life,

ugly thing .

You Kiss Me Like An Over-Dramatic Actor

they hit you at home & they hurt you at school,

they hate you if you're clever & they despise a fool,

'till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow the rules .

they've tortured & scared you for so many years,

then they expect you to pick a career .

but you can't really function ,

you're so full of fear .

they'll keep you doped with religion, sex & teevee,

you think you're so clever,

classless & free.

but you're still a fucking peasant as far as i can see .

there's room at the top,

but first you must learn how to smile while you kill .

a working class hero is something to be!

well,

if you want to be a hero then just follow me .

just follow me .

OHMYGOD

I AM FEELING SO DAMN ANAL RIGHT NOW,

I THINK I JUST MIGHT STAB MYSELF WITH A CORN COB.

OHMYGOD

I LEFT MY PHONE SOMEWHERE IN SCHOOL

(I CANNOT REMEMBER WHERE)

AND ALL THE DOOFUSES HAVING

REMEDIAL RIGHT NOW (IN SCHOOL!!!)

AREN'T PICKING UP MY CALLS.

DAMNIT .

I AM SUCH A FUCKER,

okay

it's 11 in the morning ,

and i've got my black face on.

why?

cause' i got about a million phone

calls from 9-10 so i gave up trying to sleep.

rahhh!

speaking of phone calls,

on wednesday night Krystal

called me up (:

a few things i concluded from that long phone call :

she isn't the flat-chested, blur (still a little),

good little angel i used to know.

now she's a hardcore bitch .

hahah no, just kidding .
but yeah,

she's changed alot.

which is a good thing ,

cause i guess she's not as gullible as before.

but she's still as clumsy for sure.

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lunched with Nat at King Albert's Park macs

after drama today.

then we went over to her place to

watch episode after episode of Prison Break

with her brother .

(why the hell is Wentworth Miller gay?!)

camwhored after the air-con people left

:D

it's been 546343235 years since Nat

and i spent time together !

well,

today was good,

lazing around and catching up.

pictures soon (:

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Sweetie,

i know it's hard when the person you love,

loves your good friend instead .

stay strong okay?

no matter what,

you can always count on me to be here for you.

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune & fame,

I'd even cut my hair & change my name .

crashed on the floor when i moved into

this little bungalow with some strange new friends,

i stay up too late,

& i'm too thin.

we promised each other it's till the end .

now we're spinning empty bottles,

it's the five of us,

with pretty eyed boys girls would die to trust .

i've been through the nose of an inside joke,

& i'm so excited,

i haven't spoken .

& she's so pretty,

& she's so sure .

maybe i'm more clever than a girl like her.

summer's all in bloom,

summer's ending soon .

maybe i'm a little bit over my head,

i've come undone at the things he said .

but he's so funny in his bright red shirt,

we were all in love ,

& we all got hurt .

so, i sneak into his car's cracked leather seat,

with the smell of gasoline in the summer heat .

boy, we're going way too fast,

& it's all too sweet to last.

it's alright,

so i put myself in his hands .

love, or something ignites in my veins,

& i pray it never fades .

my first time,

it's hard to explain .

the rush of blood,

oh,

& a little bit of pain .

it was a cloudy day,

it's more common than you think .

he was my very first mistake.

we gave each other up so easily,

these silly little wounds will never mend .

i feel so far from where i've been,

so i go,

& i will not be back here again .

i lied,

& wrote my injuries all in the dust .

in my heart remains the five of us.

& you,

maybe you'll remember me .

what i gave is yours to keep .

the world cried, the night you died.

and guess what?

i'm no good at suicide .

Hello There, Greedy

when everything feels like the movies,

you bleed just to know you're alive.

clare and her short hair

school would be meaningless without
Clare and Jenn (:
although they're both not in my class.
still,
wo ai ni men liang ge.
(i love you two)
so yeah,
went for literature remedial
this morningggggg
:/
then watched clare and her group
rehearse their drama exam piece.
cute much !
it was raining superly heavy and
we didn't have an umbrella so
Clare and i ran to the interchange.
we got soaked ):
hung out at macs for a little then
bus-ed home all cold and wet .
Clare's dog, Bonjo is sick!
D:
poor thing,
he used to like humping my leg.

watched Bourne Ultimatum today.

zomgxxxxxxx

it was bloody awesome .

nat was screaming?

so yeah.

holidays are here baby.

:D

after the whole teachers day thing yesterday,

Clare and Jenn followed me home to

get the skinnies we had to pass to

our customers (p_aperbags.lj),

cabbed to town and passed them their stuff,

bought my pink skinnies :D

met up with Ben and walked around .

bumped into like so many unexpected people ,

jacq, pet si, charms, belly

and like ten other people.

chilled at Gelare before Clare and Ben went off.

then jiemeizxz and i walked around

looking for scarves.

which we found and jenn

bought it at 10 bucks.

i found another one which i liked,

and it only costed 5 bucks so i got it (:

met up with mom for dinner

at the Pierside Kitchen + Bar .

yummy .

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